must to be strong metha :))

You know that feeling? When your just waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed. Just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of desperation. You're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. You just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay. But none is going to be there. You know you have to be strong for your self, bacause no one can fix you. But you are tired, tired of being strong. For once you just want to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know won’t be. But you’re still hoping, still wishing. And you’re staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You are fighting. ^_^